Or at least not as much. I’d like to be in love some day. But on rare, very rare occasion some guy asks me out only looking for sex though. The one dude I was that with for years seemed to be disgusted by me. I stayed at it because I didn’t want to be lonely. Low self esteem can make you sadly stupid.
I’m 30 and don’t know what it’s like to actually have someone like you in that sweet, special way. I’ve never been in love. Sometimes I feel like I might have to accept it. But my heart doesn’t want to let go of the tiny bit of hope that remains.
Well thanks for reading 